Ok! Finally some time for me to blog. I’ve noticed that most of the popular bloggers blogged about affairs that doesn’t really involve them. They are just expressing their views on whatsoever-crap they can get their hands on. But for me as a noob blogger ( I don’t really know anyone DOES read my blog!) i try to blog about my life. Simple yet subtle enough to remind me that i still have fingers to type. But i’ve been wondering why xiaxue’s blog is famous until she gets some really easy money. I myself have been trying to prevent myself from visiting her site. It really didn’t appeal to me. Mr Miyagi is a much better choice if i should say. Nuff’ said, i think i just carry on my RO for the past few weeks.
Posted out of tekong to stagmont (more like slackmont). Under a team called IDDS-Lectora team. Basically just converting courseware. Hate the life over there. How i wish i can join my buddies over at Tekong and after that, OCS! Dang! Trying to shape up and it’s getting pretty well. Well-toned arms i guess? Beer belly still ’slightly’ visible… *Snigger* P.s.: Results may vary after looking at the real product.
Going for operation in mid-august for my scaphoid fracture. Heard from nurses that it might hurt ‘abit’. Like i believe! What if i wake up in the midst of the operation? what if I NEVER EVEN WAKE UP FOREVER?!?!? Don’t know i will be hospitalised or not. So many question mark… man.
Made a few friends here and there and pretty much enjoying my singlehood. Except for some of those quiet moments where i’m all alone, reminiscing the whatever fragmented memories that’s still left in my mind. But it’s not a happy one. All i can recall were the betrayal, the sadness, the unrelinquished woes of a very very unhappy man, the tears, the disappointment, etc etc. It’s just unhappy, lah. Wherever i go, i see happy couples. They made the world seem so perfect, so tranquil. Yet why am i not having any of those? Is it because i’m still too young to enjoy that? What about those 16-17 year-old couples? Or is it because i don’t deserve that kind of treatment? Maybe i should think back about how i treat my ex-partners, thinking of how bad i treat them. Or did i? I don’t think so.
Kent told me that i spoiled my ex-girlfriend too much that’s why the outcome. But other than your family, she’s the only one you can dote more upon other than friends. I’m looking for someone who will walk the path of life with me, not quarrel on the way there. Kent told me the downsides of me one night. He said that i’m half-hearted about relationships. Girl shows up, i made a few calls and that’s it. He said this is not the way to get a girl. I must put in more effort to get the person i want to be with. Think in the past i’ve got my ex-es way too easy so that’s why i don’t know how to put in effort. But i didn’t mistreat them because of that. Of course i’m not the best lover in the entire degenerates’ universe, at least i’m not the worst.
He also told me that my standards are too high. This is ridiculous! I just want a nice girl-next-door type who only needs to fulfill 1 criteria: Doesn’t FLIRT. Is that an exorbitant request? I’ve had enough of betrayals that’s why i’m LOWERING my standards. Last time i wanted a girl with long hair, nice looking, good figure and a good cook. Make a comparison, AM I LOWERING MY STANDARDS? I don’t even mind if my girl can’t cook, i will cook. I don’t even mind she’s not good-looking, i see goodness in her inner self, ahem, no pun intended. Come on, KAMI-SAMA, Doushi-te? Wakaranai…
Decided to stop asking people to introduce girls to me already. They’re sick and i’m also sick of listening to the desperates cries of a brain-damaged dumbfuck. It’s not healthy at all. As charlie and scandra always quipped:”I’m not your mamasan.” It’s really a strain on our friendship. Having to meet me everytime and anticipating me to say that line over and over again. Wish i could just use some UHU and stick my damn tongue on my balls.
Going back to wine arcade to work for a few more weeks to boost my budget. I’m planning for so many things yet i have so little money. Sounds like the annual budget the singapore is having eh? Chelsea jersey, puma-sparco shoes, Shades, scuba lessons, kickboxing lessons, RAM, 314 shaft. I’m in need of money now. URGENT. If i can’t satisfy myself emotionally, at least i can get some comfort with a little bit of monetary satisfaction? Money can really give me some kick-ass happiness now!
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