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Raining heavily now… so many thoughts running through my brain. Called my boss up and told him i’ve found 5 BMW’s for him and guess what? He’s already sold them off. So now it’s only left with Toyota Harrier, estimas and subaru WRXs. I’ve been looking high and low for them but i think it’s [...]

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5:38am. Sleepless still. Been having deep thoughts about my life for past few days… Am i really enjoying my life now? Am i happy? Nah. Not at all. Always waking up in the afternoon. Don’t know when i can get my life back. The life i truly want. So i’m listing the things i want [...]

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4:35am am i’m still awake… suddenly i have no direction in life… suddenly felt helpless again. It felt good to make someone happy in my own expense but in the long run it gets painful and tiring… Found no notion to keep on doing what i believed in… found no strength to continue what i’ve [...]

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think i’ve screwed up big time… it’s only a day after my birthday and i’ve slumped to the low points of my life again. Think whatever i did over at my birthday can never be reversed. Suddenly felt all alone again. Questioning myself, why am i earning so much but i cannot share it with [...]

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my 21st birthday bash finally closed its curtains… It had been a really splendid event for me… For i’ve been slogging for weeks just to earn a getaway to sentosa… the hotel was great…so was the facilities! Spent the first day with kent, charlie and yeewah. It was terrific! Although the numbers were small i [...]

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That’s it. It’s the end of everything. It was just a dream afterall. She may have abit of feelings for me but it’s pointless. I was always dreaming until today… Chatted with her over MSN and i think my words hurt her alot… It hurts me alot more to do that and more to see [...]

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One of the worst day of my life. V day. AKA international fucking day. Why? Because i reckoned that after dinner almost 3/4 of the couples in singapore will be humping each other upside down. Afternoon outing with charlie and HER was ok. Until i gave her the flowers. I thought that by giving her [...]

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Don’t tell ah wei i’m using his com to blog…. If ah wei’s reading this, i’m not writing about you. Please trust me… Boring day today… Was having my beauty sleep until my relatives came over and bombed me with all the big commotions… It’s my 3 god-kids and 1 cousin… Was thinking whether i [...]

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Freaking migraine. It just won’t go off…. It’s been 4 days and my head’s still thumping like a bass drum… Arghhh… Maybe the year of the rooster isn’t a good year for me. Think i just lost a friend, someone whom i’m attracted to. Life goes on but it will be pretty boring without her [...]

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reunion dinner tonight…it’s been awhile since i’ve last blogged… lots of things happened, good and bad… but it think ultimately it will be bad. Cut of finger, burnt my hand with my ciggies. Can’t believe it… Room still full of rubbish and i’m right here, blogging away… well looks like i’m in the race again… [...]