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Got a call from michelle’s mother. She actually knew that something is brewing TWO weeks ago! Told me not to get too hurt from the ordeal, michelle’s actually in the wrong and asking me to give her a chance, wait for her to grow up and be back together again. It felt so warm inside [...]

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Just came back from Genting with michelle’s family… Really had fun there… Feels as if nothing’s happened again. She was treating me pretty well and her family treated me like their son. Really feel like holding hands with her, walking down the hotel lobby but i held back. The desire is so unbearable but i [...]

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Went out with michelle today… All was so peaceful and enjoyable. It felt as if we were back together again but we weren’t. She held my hands, hugged me and kissed me on my cheek. I didn’t know what to do so i just act blur. It was as if nothing’s happened between us and [...]

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Boring day for me. Suppose to take off my bandage but my wrist still hurts… i’m beginning to worry about my injury… Michelle called me again this morning to ask me if i want to go to waraku to eat on thursday… I was reluctant at first but after hearing her tone changed to a [...]

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Still the same old day for me. Went out with alan and steve for the night to ease my pain. It doesn’t really helps as i kept singing those sad songs about breakup. Then came this lin junjie’s dunno-what-song. It made me freaking nearly cry… Thought about those 1 year and 11 months with her, [...]

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Broke up with my girl last week. Felt so miserable and so desperate for help. Felt so devastated by this sudden breakup. But frankly speaking, i wasn’t really feeling that heartache like last time. Maybe i was hurt by her twice before and now i don’t really feel the hurt. But the knife has been [...]